Emotional See-Saw

Don’t mind me,
I guess my emotions are in upheaval
What is itching my soul?
I can’t tell!
All I know is,
My expectations weren’t met,
Sending chaos to my senses

Let me,
let the scream of yesterday drop.
deliberately
focus on building my prop
lest, my tomorrow will be blurry
while I perspire my frustration
my days will come and pass
in a hurry
no avail for our bond’
to go awry

It is always easy
to ride
the low tide
the calm water,
the descending river.
But, will you determine?
to remain firm
in your belief of “believe in me”?
Regardless of the reckless water
and the storm?

“A friend loves at all times…” Prov 17:17

Pazion -2011

The Departed .....

Lo! A friend of mine… gone like it was yesterday..
Oh! It was beyond a mere friendship, I say
For the attachment I claim, time spent to build
Qualifies it more so! than it is skewed
It is more than 'the today’s' guild
Guild of confusion and abandonment
Guild of loneliness and evil distant

So my friend you were close to my heart
The heart of mine you finally left
Left it alone like many other
With itself
With its turf
Left it alone like it
doesn't matter

Promises folded down
Empty chatters
The smiles no more shown
Aimless matters

Alas! Love and friendship got mixed and ….
We found ourselves in a land of coldness
Like the gloomy winter and cloud of sadness

I reckon, my heart was hotter
I reckon, your heart was warmer
Before our soul crossed the path to climb the steeper
Ladder
Of confused land
Of a shaky stand

So, I will let you go, I say 'good bye'
You say ‘so long’, I tried to deny!
Deny the truth about our paths that crossed yesterday
‘Was’ an event that happened in the past! In another day

And today...
today is a new day
a beginning of my tomorrow
a beginning of another sorrow
of the loss
of the callous
of reality !

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Always!

The Girl I loved and Memory of it…


You ...you are beyond a girl friend-of me
when I draw the-love anatomy

The goodness is pack my hearts delivery
Your beauty shines like embroidery
You have clouded me and my memory
Snatching out my soul of misery

It is true and not mockery
You can touch …
and feel it like a masonry

And you are
my lover and my only pal
I'm goooo-ne for good on sabbatical
I am tripping
but I'm spitting the lyrical
My vacation
Relocation
Is mystical
Sacred from out side beauty
This is my treasure …
and delivery

And God knows my hearts care
when you are with me
all that I care
The whole wide world
be gone and no room spare
but, I won't scare!